My name is Frances Deanna Loveless. I am 45 years old with 2 sons and a daughter in law. I have a 14 year old son who has Pervasive Developmental Disorder PDD~NOS, his name is Jordan. My other son George is an adult. I’ve been married and divorced twice, my second (recent) ex husband is a Malignant Narcissist. I spent 25 years with him in a living HELL. I suffer profoundly from Mental Health Issues that have landed me in a mental hospital several times for evaluations and medication issues. I am a GOD fearing woman who fought for her life in determination to get her power back and get the help needed to get away from the Narcissist. I have been let down by so many people who have judged me for being something that I am not capable of being. The fact is I was suffering from depression and anxiety and broken heart syndrome and I was suicidal because I didn’t have the strength to take the abuse that I was experiencing at the hands of the person I loved, depended on, my best friend, my soulmate, my everything. The fact is my life was a false fairy tale that meant nothing to anyone but me. The affects of this realization crippled me in every single aspect of my (life) existence.